FTJ: The why of the dreams

After coming up with dreams I need to know why I have them, what it will proved for me

Adopt 2+ kids- I want to give kids a family who have lost the first family.

Have one more kid- Because I promised Sweet Dude.

become SAHM or work 3 or less days- I love being with Girlygirl. I want to be the one who hugs my kids when they fall.

homeschool- I think that the way the schools are today to many kids get left out. I know I would not make it in today's school.

vacation in all 50 states- It is something I have always thought would be fun.

AL, AK, AZ, AR, CA, CO, CT, DE, DC,FL, GA, HI, ID, IL, IN, IA, KS, KY, LA, ME, MD, MA, MI, MN, MS, MO, MT, NE, NV, NH, NJ, NM, NY, NC, ND, OH, OK, OR, PA, RI, SC, SD, TN, TX, UT, VT, VA, WA, WV, WY

move bigger house- If we have a family of 6 or more we can't only have one bedroom.

live on a small farm- I have always wanted to live on a farm. My reason change but right now I would say for my kids to have a place to run and play everyday.

be free of all cc debit- It is stress full having debit.

teach kids to love God- I want my kids to know which way to go.

work as a photographer- I love to take and look at pictures.

own a daycare- Running around and teaching little ones all day is fun.

be size 10- I want to be able to play more with Girlygirl and I know it would be better for my health.

finish Girlygirl first year scrapbook-I love to do it.

make Girlygirl 2nd year scrapbook

walk 10000 steps a day- Help me be healthier

have weekly date with Sweet Dude with no TV- I want more time with Sweet Dude.

keep the house clean- My house stresses me out.

take picture of Girlgirl everyday- I think it will be fun to look at them when she is older.

find some who want my cat- She make me so mad. I think she needs a home without kids

do foster care- I want to help kids who moms and dads are trying to get better to keep them

my home to be the place my kids and friends want to hang out- If my kids are here I know they are being good.

pay full 10% offering every month- I would like to help the church and I know the Bible says to.

read bible daily- to be closer to God

read to Girlygirl daily- To help her learn and build a bond with her.

have a scrapbook room- I can scrapbook anytime I have just a few min.

learn to cook good- I want to make food people want to cook.

live in an RV for 3 months or more-I think it will be a fun time and a good break from the in and outs of daily life.

go to Disney World with family- Be great family time.

be 100% debt free- I think it is was God wants.

eat health- If I don't I will die young

work on getting my knee better- I am scared it will come out soon and not go back in.

make time to hang out with friends- I needed to have friends and good friends who are close to me to be happy.

meet deaf people our age here- I want Girlygirl to know she is not the only kid with a Deaf daddy. I also think Sweet Dude needs it.

have a brand new van- It would be cool.

get a wagon for Girlygirl- Mine was in my top ten of favorite toys as a kid.

get a swing set- I think it would be fun for the kids.

fix up house 100%- I will have more place to put our stuff.

write sponsor child monthly- I know he wants it.

have garage sale- Clean out my house and make money.

get organized- I want to be able to find what I am looking for when I want it.

move back to CA- I want my kids to know their Grandparents.

take more me days- Sometimes I need a break to be a better me.

personal

Take a 30Th bday trip with Jessica- To remember I am still young.

go camping 2x this summer- I loved camping as a kid.

have my children know that I love them- I want them to not have to look for love in the wrong way.

make Girlygirl laugh everyday- her laugh is so great and then I know she is happy and plus it makes me laugh.